[COLOR=red][SIZE=7]I know at this point in my life, it was the right thing to do, but that don't make it any easier. I have to get me mind straight and I trust him to handle things with the guild while I do so. I know he ain't gonna neglect it. If he does, I'll just have to find him and aggravate him til he gets back on track. Now if I can make him see that I deserve everythin I got. Maybe one of these turns he'll actually believe me.[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[SIZE=7][COLOR=red]I should really come with some type of warnin label or somethin to that effect. If'in ya want to get hurt in some type of way, speak to me for a split marc, I'm sure somethin will come out of me mouth that will either hurt ya or really make ya mad. Funny thin is, I don't mean to do it, it just comes out of me mouth that way. Ya would think I would learn after so long in these lands to keep me dang mouth shut and not talk to anyone, especially when I'm feelin the way I have been the past few turns. I don't think I will ever get the hang of this mess.[/SIZE][/COLOR]

[COLOR=red][SIZE=7]With so much goin through me head, I ain't sure what I should be doin. I know it's all me fault, no matter what anyone says. It's always been hard for me to give the way I should to those that I love. I don't know if'in it's cause I'm terrified of gettin hurt again or what it could be, but I do know I ain't been happy, truly happy in a while. It's time to make some changes. As soon as I see someone wake, I'll do what I need to do and then go somewhere to find who I use to be. I'm tired of it all, of everythin.[/COLOR][/SIZE]